Heists & Hustles (Ep. 5)

What if the problem isn’t a lack of passion, but too many? We dive into the exhilarating and exhausting place between choices: the pull of stand-up comedy after a Kill Tony binge, the logic of academics and medicine, and the practical joy of building a podcast from a bedroom tripod while plotting mountain-top recordings. It’s a tour of ambition in all directions, grounded by one rule that actually works: show up, get reps, and let the feedback shape the path.

I talk through what it really means to start comedy—open mics, writing tight minutes, accepting that bombing is information, and iterating toward a voice. Then I zoom out to the career map: the appeal of research without the funding grind, the stability of medicine balanced against time costs, and the question of whether a “dream job” loses its magic when it becomes the rent payer. Sports dreams and risk also show up as a mirror, from hockey nostalgia and CTE worries to the curiosity of ultramarathons—how far can you push without breaking what you need for the rest of your life?

There’s a practical creator thread throughout: upgrading audio, testing formats, inviting listeners to pitch topics, and maybe hauling the show outdoors for a visual edge. Language learning and travel add another kind of growth—Arabic, Spanish, and the joy of turning strange scripts into familiar signs—which doubles as a lesson for any pivot. If you’ve ever felt pulled in five directions, this is your sign to pick one small action, stack it daily, and let evidence—not anxiety—decide what’s next.

If this resonates, follow the show, share it with a friend who’s stuck at a crossroads, and leave a review with one topic you want me to tackle next.

Chapters

• 0:00 Halloween Vibes And Louvre Bragging
• 3:20 Comedy Spark From Kill Tony
• 6:40 Careers Imagined: Science To Stand‑Up
• 12:30 Academia, Medicine, And Meaning
• 17:00 Open Mics, Writing Bits, And Reps
• 21:10 Podcast Goals And Gear Upgrades
• 25:00 Mountain Pods And Audience Ideas
• 28:20 Sports Dreams, Risk, And CTE
• 35:00 Ultra Running Limits And Longevity
• 41:00 Lottery Fantasies And Simple Joys
• 46:00 Animals, Ranch Life, And Big Adventures
• 51:00 Flight, F1, And Internet Upbringing
• 57:00 Language Learning And Travel Memories
• 1:04:00 Dialects, Practice, And Identity
• 1:09:00 Gear, Ski Masks, And Money Mindset
• 1:09:56 Sign‑Off And Share The Word

Transcript

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Yo yo yo, what's good everyone? Happy spooky season. We're back. Fresh off the lick at the Louvre. Light work, honestly, nothing really, not much. Just a little bit of, you know, hustling and bustling, securing a few bags and locking in. Um this is also just a side hustle, but it's been pretty illucative, gotta say. Honestly, kind of crazy though, the lick at the Louvre. How easy it was. But happy that it's this time of year and don't gotta lay so low. Uh the fit is not so conspicuous. It looks real terrifying, honestly. Now looking at it, it looks I don't even know what it looks like, but got the job done, you know. All on uh honest days' work, what can I say? Would recommend it, you know. Maybe gotta you know get the crew back together, take another trip to Paris with the fellas. Call up Kanye Jay-Z, see what we can pull off. Um yeah. Need some new scooters, though. I think those will go toast. Locked in though. It was a crazy story, though. I'm glad we're, you know, witnessing, you know, masterpieces like that today. And I'll do my best to make more happen. But it's it was fun, it's fun. I don't know where's the next, maybe try to think of, you know. Anything that the the British Museum couldn't get their hands on. We gotta maybe set up that museum, honestly. Who knows? I got some good stuff. But well, no rush for anything. We're we're sitting pretty. But hope everyone's enjoying the spooky season. Um got my girl, uh, she's wearing the spoils of the of our hard work. You can see the the picks on the gram, her rocking the the queen's crown. Anyways, uh it's been uh crazy spooked tober, if I do say so. Give me inspiration though. I mean, if it's that easy to hit leg like that, why the hell? We all work and damn. I don't know what the hell I want to do with my life, but think about it. Think about lots of stuff. Honestly, think about it more. I watched my first watched Kill Tony actually for the first time, which is kind of crazy. This thing is hot as shit, but you know, gonna do it for the gram, you know. I'm wearing, you know, uh a high viz reflective vest and the signature shades with, you know, a little bit of uh facial obstruction for those who are only listening to the audio. But so where was I going with it? Oh, yeah, listen to the Kill Tony for the first time. That was kind of fun. I've always seen like the clips on YouTube of just like the one minute. So I didn't actually understand the format of it, and now I finally know what like the meows mean with those sometimes have those going on in clips and things like that, some of those sounds. But now it like low-key kind of inspired me. I'm like, dang, I want to make me want to like try to stand up, go get up somewhere and yeah for a minute, say some out-of-pocket shit. It sounds kind of fun, really kind of giving me inspiration because I don't know what the fuck I want to do with my life. Like licks like this are fun, don't get me wrong, but you know, I I don't want to be locked up in the pen for too long, you know. Uh you know, get away with what I can, can't can't get too greedy. So I'm trying to figure out what's next after, you know, the life of licks. As fun as that may be. So maybe that's an option. I don't really know. I don't know how that works though. Like, how does how does like being a stand-up work now that I've like I mean there's lots of stuff that I want to seem interesting. If I think about it, I've thought about so many things that I've wanted to do throughout life. Like when I was a little like a child, I mean, OG me as like six-year-olds wanted to be a lizard. That was peak career. Whatever the fuck that means, I don't know. But it is what it is. Then for a while, I was you know, typically obsessed, you know, with dinos, and I wanted to be paleontologist. Sounded like another bad gag. Didn't genetic engineering for a while. I don't know, paleontology now, though thinking about it, it sounds not so bad. Or geology, too, now that I've done some stuff. Like seen some things. Like it's a pretty place you get to go out in the field in some like pretty mountains and just dig up rocks and shit. Like, I mean, maybe that maybe it's not so glamorous. Like it might be kind of like in hell of a grind living in the camp, but also seems like kind of fun. Depends where you go. Sure, you get to go to like cool places like international, go figure out stuff and kind of try to piece together the history of Earth. Like that part's kind of cool. So, who knows? Paleontology also liked that, but you're kind of digging for just bones. I feel like you're probably in more boring areas though, typically. Like if it's if it's like cool mountains, there's probably not a whole lot of like good dyno fossils, I would guess. But I'm not certain. But I'm guessing like mountain-forming areas are not like uh typically the best areas for preserving, you know, dinos and fossils, things like that. I imagine, you know, making a mountain might be hard on the fossils that are laying around. Could be wrong though. There's probably some, but I'm guessing it's not the ripest area for picking up bones. That'd be interesting. Sounds kind of fun though, still. Maybe like, I mean, I'd still be down and just make a Jurassic Park that leads to go in the Colossal Grind, you know. But the Jurassic World grind for real when you're making custom dinos. That's what I that's that'd be my shit. I want to be, you know, the Henry Wu guy. That'd be fun. Anywho. After that, I mean, I think going into college, I had no idea what the hell I wanted to do. I was like, you know, I'm gonna look at Alex Science stuff, so we'll try that. I kind of just ended up doing some computer science classes because I'd never done any of that, and that just seemed like the wave a few years ago. I mean, it still does, although maybe I don't know. I don't know what the state of like the the future looks like with AI without without JET GPT and all of them. Jets, who knows? It's gonna be the future is uncertain in every single way, I feel like. But I took classes like that and majored in that because that seemed interesting, seemed a new wave, and I had none, like no exposure. It's kind of bold call to dive into that. I was kind of interested in like some like biology stuff and like bioengineering. And uh bro, I think I told some shadi that in like the first day some older shared. It was like I was like kind of interested in bioengineering and CS. She was like, okay, so you're gonna be a CS major. And I'm like, what do you mean? Why are you calling me out like that? She turns out she was right, but I was like rude. Although I didn't dabble more in bioengineering stuff as I went like later on towards like my senior and junior years. And probably wish I'd done more of that, but got no regrets really. It's all been fun. Learned a lot, it's been all been pretty, pretty useful, I would say. I don't really know though what exactly like the academic roads lead. Like being a professor sounds kind of cool. That'd be sick. That'd be help out people do their research and like learn how to do research. That'd be probably kind of cool and like not have to necessarily do all the groundwork of like a lab stuff and research projects. Nice. But it's kind of rough getting there, and you don't like you gotta get your own funding and all sorts of stressing and all teaching responsibilities and other things like that that aren't maybe I don't know. Teaching has grown on me though. I don't I don't mind teaching stuff. But it's not like the the greatest gig. I guess if you tenured you're just there for life, but you've still got all the stuff you gotta do, all the hoops you gotta jump through. And it's not, bro, especially in the US, today's today's economy not looking so hot. I guess you want to go be an international professor, maybe it's a good time because I think they're trying to you know lure away since you know USC universities ain't got the their red up at the moment. I don't know what the state of that is, but I guess it's good for science elsewhere. Maybe there's a cool place I'd want to go. I don't really think that's the road for me, though. I've thought about medicine and stuff that like be cool to I thought about what I want to do, you know, all sorts of stuff. I feel like I'm good at math and science and stuff and like things. I feel like I've tried everything, liked it all. So it's hard to know like what I want to do. So like maybe something where I help people would be good. So that's kind of what I thought about medicine and like things like that, that you know, could do research with that too, which is fun, or just practice about like that, or find some nice practice and like some specialty where you can not have to work all the time and be comfortable in life and do fun shit. Or recently now I'm making dick jokes, sounds kind of fun too. Like to watching that's kind of inspiration. I don't know, I don't really know. Maybe I'll try writing jokes. I don't think like what is the career trajectory of like stand-up look like? How does that work? I feel like I always hear these people talk about like I've been in there for like 10 years and I'm like, what does that mean? I mean, goddamn, respect to the grind for these people that make it there, but like how does it work? Like, how do you like I have no idea like the actual mechanisms of this? I am curious though, it has been kind of I've thoroughly enjoyed like watching more comedy in the past week, which is kind of crazy to say. So I've not really watched it that much, but it's been pretty entertaining. So it makes me want to try now. I don't know what to make jokes about, but I feel like there's all sorts of atrocious jokes I always want to make, you know. You really can't do that on the day-to-day. At least not, you know, not most places. Not unless you want to get just absolutely like it. But if you can do it on stage and that's chill, that'd be kind of fun. Like, no, I don't mean jokes with ill will, it's just you know funny to say out of pocket shit. It's kind of fun, you know, you know. So maybe I'll look into that. Uh this is kind of a pivot. But it seems seems like it could be pretty cool. I don't know. I mean like I feel like I have this issue though where I'm like, wow, that sounded really fun for like a week. I don't know if it lingers. Although I like I bounce around so much and like get totally flaky and don't want to commit to stuff, but also like just randomly commit to way overcommit to something, like buying turtles that'll live like 200 years. So I'm I'm an enigma. I'm very inconsistent. Nothing I say is that consistent. Don't hold me to anything or expect me not to be a hypocrite, okay? I do my best out here in these streets. But I don't even know. Like how like what is like you go to open mics, but how's that work? Do you say like the same jokes or do you like freestyle every time? How's that work? Because I think writing jokes would be fun. I should do that, start like writing stuff down. I mean, even I mean, I guess you get better at it. That's kinda like what I'm doing with this stuff. I feel like it's fun to yap and make stupid jokes on Instagram, TikTok, whatever. Even though it's probably pretty bad quality what I'm making. I figured, you know, get better at it. Not even if I look ridiculous, you know. Gotta get them reps and take your licks. Only one way. So I finished the same thing with comedy, but it's like, what does it I don't even know? How does that how's that was like the the path work for that? Like do you just show up and then people be like, yo, he funny, what like a what? But now I I do kinda wanna feel like it'd be fun to go to Austin and go perform for a minute. Like probably a million other people think. So I have such original takes. I don't know. We'll see, we'll see. Even with this, hopefully this is just fun. I've tried to think about things with this. I mean hopefully these first episodes are just horseshit, relatively. I don't know what I want to do with this. I'm just trying to stay consistent, hopefully get better at you having on cam. I think there's fun things that we do. It'd be fun to well, I mean, there's so much stuff. Hopefully this audio isn't too shitty for y'all. You boy should be getting some mics soon. So hopefully that improves the experience. I mean, the visual experience is always perfection, but I'm getting a nicer setup so I'm not just literally sitting on my bedroom floor on the door, as you can tell. This immaculate view and setup quite professional. I know, I know. But doing something more. I what I was also thinking, maybe this is super headass, it'd be fun to just, you know, go outside, hike a mountain. Although I feel like then you need actually like better audio equipment to actually record. I don't know how bad this audio is or how much better it will be with mics, but hopefully we'll get something soon. Yeah, I'm trying to you know pinch some pennies waiting for some Black Friday. So I'll see if I can hit a lick on some. I'll try to read about it. See what I need, see what I need, see what we can get working up in here, get a whole studio. I don't even know what I want. I don't know. I mean, it would be cool to have, but it's just you know, for the love of the game at this moment, I don't know that anyone will see these, but it's fun to I mean, I'm at least learning how to talk better. I think, hopefully. Maybe I'm this could be worse though. Maybe it's better, maybe it's worse, because like I'm I'm probably still semi, not saying totally like stream of consciousness. Some mind there'd be too much fucked up shit for that, and it'd just be totally incoherent. But I'm like a little bit just loose and saying, like, whatever the hell I'm gonna talk, what's up, whatever's crossing my mind, kind of. So I don't know if it's better to do more of that. Like if that's gonna make me more likely to do it in person, which probably not always a good thing. I already say too much out-of-pocket shit sometimes in person, and people just like look at me. Um hopefully they're not, hopefully it's entertaining. But uh maybe I don't know if this will, you know, I'll get out of my system here, or I'm just gonna forget how to do it. Because I'm spending more much more time talking than I would otherwise. I mean, doing this like talking for an hour straight, it's kind of a long time. It's kind of hard to do. You know, like keep things going, keep things fluid, and uh keep having subjects talk about. I don't know how people do it. I mean, I guess I see why people have multiple people on a podcast. Helps to bounce back and forth. It's kind of hard to steer this shit by yourself. Maybe it needs some, you know, get the gang in here. It'd be fun to yap. But then also, I don't know. I don't know. It's good practice to keep shitty talking, do lots of stuff with it. I don't really know what the format of this would continue to be. I feel like I keep yapping about stories and random stuff. Maybe I'll turn it. No, I mean there's no comedy podcast, there's funny people on cop podcasts that do comedy. But now I have to keep thinking about it more. I don't know what that'd be. That'd be fun though. I feel like I could probably be entertaining enough if I could get up there and yap and say some funny stuff, maybe. I don't know. You don't know until you try, so I should try it. I just don't, you know, if there's any comedy pros out there that wanna give me their two cents, as they say. I share some wisdom with a young YN. Oh my gosh, that's the funniest shit. So my parents live in the the Midwest and in a very white down, about as white as they can get, whiter than Wonder Bread. And I think they she had a a group of high school boys pull up and chase these at that claiming they were they were Hawaiians for Halloween, which is pretty funny. She had no idea what it meant. They told her it was like robbers. So anyway, that's that's a tangent. But respect to them. I thought that's pretty hysterical that these suburban white kids claiming to be Hawaiians and the the hood of this rural white farmtown. Oh gosh. It makes me want to go, you know, pair with the block, you know. Thing to sit in the whole hometown, you know. Set this read straight. Um But I thought about, I mean, I don't even know. If I could do anything in the world, like what would you want to do? If like anything for money. Like, cause even like there's things like, you know, follow your passion, maybe not always a good thing to do if you can't make no money off of it. But if you could, would that be the best thing? Or would it be like an L because like you like doing it? And then all of a sudden you like have to do it for some bread for your daily bread, but to then that maybe take the joy out of it. I don't know. It's like a tough thing to do, say. I don't I feel like it's all the toss-up. I think there's so many things I thought about, honestly. Like I feel like probably like being like a some sports person would be pretty sick. I mean, well at least maybe for the money. I mean sports are fun, but then also the bag, crazy if I could do that. I don't know what sport. I mean, I guess soccer, go play inside. I mean that Ronaldo bag, crazy. I don't even I don't even know what you do with it. I mean I guess the thing is though, even that is like paling in comparison to the top tech bros, which is honestly kind of spooky. So they like take over the world. I don't know what's going on with that. A little bit concerning. Oh well, LaDi Da. It is what it is for the moment. I don't know. Um yeah, I mean I think my favorite sports is to play or going up. I mean, like running. So honestly, like if it was more lucrative, maybe track. Although hockey was probably the funnest to play. That one I probably missed the most. Kind of debated trying to play hockey again. Although I'm like not certain I want to play with like former like I mean I only played at like high school on like a shitty little like team relatively to people like that really grind and play like hockey in college and through it. I think that's kind of what like some of these leagues around here are like I came across it's one combined arena. So guy like trying to recruit recruit me to play hockey for his like whatever community team, or I don't really know what it is as I'm like walking in a boot because I got a broken foot walking my dog. I don't even know why he just I mean he's friendly enough. I don't even know why it's already yappen to me. Then it's like trying to recruit me into his team. And I'm like, I mean, I have not played in like 10 years, which is actually depressing to make me like realize like how old I'm getting. I'm getting to real long status, it feels like feels crazy. Um but I I did miss it a lot. Like that's probably the funnest thing to play. I think like running for me is probably the most satisfying, like the personal thing, like getting faster and better, and it's kind of like very individualistic. Even the team things like cross-country, at least for me, it was always pretty individualized, like your own progress. But hockey is pretty fun because it's so fast in going around. But I feel like at least in my hometown, it's like the old dudes playing hockey for fun that got like physical and scrappy, they'd be fighting and shit. And like I really try to throw down like that, you know. I don't need to also don't need like CTE, not for a bag. That's like the unfortunate thing. There's always like the jokes of like the the NFL players that are like saying they could have made it to the NBA if they wanted to, and the guys calling them out like, yeah, yeah, right, bullshit. There's no way you'll be getting CTE for the baby bag where you could be dunking for the super bag in the NBA. What I thought I looked this up recently. It's like triple or quadruple the annual salary of in the NBA relative to like the NFL, which is quite unfortunate, especially when you consider that, you know, you got a risk of going crisp benois later on. I don't know. Maybe if you can like get in for a few years, get a good bag, and you know, just like invest it and you know, sit pretty with like a a couple M's racked up until you do an M. Could be good. I just feel like even in like high school and stuff, football. I don't know. I don't know what happens to your brains. I guess I don't think we know. I would just be slightly concerned. I was glad I I mean I missed hockey. Others didn't like I didn't like playing it with the team is kind of not the vibe uh for like the high school because I quit right before like it was like the varsity year, so I think it was like 16 when I quit. But it was like I think at that point it's not like checking where it is like you hit each other for like two years because I kept delaying it for kids. So it was like way later than leaving like football tackling. But I don't know, I feel like that could be worse, because you're just when you're going hard in like hockey and like you're skating fast and hitting each other. I feel like you could really, you know, fuck yourself up. I feel like even my even just like your head, but also like your neck and stuff. I'm pretty sure like my one of my coaches like maybe broke his neck and he's like a kid somehow, like went headfirst into the boards or shit like that. There's all sorts of freak stuff. Or you got the stuff where people take like a skate to the neck. I feel like that was always like this like one horror video of this gold you've got skated over onto the kid and you just see like the gun blushing on the ice. That was like when, like, you know, back in the days of YouTube when there's just like way more gory shit that you just like come across. But then that happened again like recently, whatever that story was, where some dude like put a skate up and like split the dude's neck. Did he die? I don't know. I feel like he might have. And I don't know. I feel like the dude maybe got like charged with some sort of crime for that. I don't know. But now like they finally made like nightcards more of a thing. Which is kind of crazy that it's like became a thing after this time. I mean, I guess it makes sense though, that if it can happen, that you should you probably want that, you know. Against even if there's annoying one less way to die, you know, all sorts of dumb was uh in the world, and you know try to take a few off. I don't know, there's like an unfortunate way to go. I don't know what the dumbest is, but did you guys ever see the I feel like there's what the hell is it a thousand ways to die or something? I remember there's like I don't think you ever watched it, but I just remember people was talking about it and when I was like a little kid about like the craziest stuff. And I don't know if it's real stories or just like theoretical things about people had died in crazy ways and like these freak accidents, but it's always kind of like spooky tales, kind of creepy. But yeah, not not the way I'm trying to go out. I mean, I want to go out with your bang, you know, scatter my ashes in a firework. That'll be kind of tight. I don't know what people do that. Like, why would you want, you know, just scatter my ashes in the ocean, put me in a firework and shoot me up off of Everest. That'd be sick. I don't know if that'd really ignite very well or fly very far. I don't know about the the uh aeronautical engineering of a firework and what would make that go off, but that'd be kind of fun. Make it a funky shape. Make me a big old dick firework. Put that in the will. I mean, what is like the the limits of the shapes they can make with a firework? There's some pretty funky things. I think they could figure it out. Because they do like hearts and things. I think. I might be wrong. Maybe you gotta do a few fireworks. Put me and the boys in fireworks, we'll go. Someone can be a ball, each ball, someone can be the shaft, someone can be the head, someone can be the come shot. That's the way to go. The whole the whole gang dies tragically together, but ideally not. But yeah, no, hockey would be fun. I mean, basketball would be fun. I mean I never really played basketball, but it was fun to shoot a basketball in the backyard. We did have a hoop. I don't know why. I guess my sister played basketball for a little bit. My mom played in high school, and she could always beat the shit out of me if we played like pig or horse. Because I I don't know actually any technique to basketball. I never I really I don't think I ever played. I maybe went to like one basketball camp once I was like eight or something. I feel like I vaguely remember that. But I don't really think so. Anything beyond that. And like that's maybe iffy. That could just be like hallucination. I mean, I'm just like imagining things. But no, I don't I don't really remember. Tennis is pretty fun though too. I like that. Oh, actually no. In terms of sports, what I'd really want to do is like F1. That would be so sick. Be like, except you gotta. I mean, I guess not all of them, but some of them are like, yo, you gotta be like have the crazy bag family, you know. Or I don't know, you look through the years of all the training or whatever, like the racing on the carts and things, like how expensive that is. Isn't it like one of those F1 people? Like the son of like the owner of some big car company. I don't actually know. I don't really watch F1. I just think it looks sick. It'd be fun to drive a car fast for millions of dollars. I mean, I'd be down. Lock me in. I'll train, I'll start training, hopefully, that Gran Turismo story to come true. Although he didn't make an F1, I don't know what he raced. That was a pretty good movie. It made me want to like download Grand Turismo of the game and start racing. Because I never really gotten those racing games. They're pretty hard. I feel like the first time I played them. So like the only racing I'd done was like GTA racing, which is not at all realistic. And that's like playing like Forza the first time. I'm like, why the hell is this car so hard and steer? But it could be fun. Like I always tell those people with playing like on the wheel setup where you gotta do that with the brakes and stuff. I'm like, dang, that looks kind of sick. I kind of want to get one of those. Then I like looked at the price of them, and it's like a rack to get the whole setup, like the wheel and the brakes. They're all like a few hundred bucks each. And I'm like, yeah, I don't know if I want to drop that kind of bag just to mm probably not buy it that much. So I never did. And maybe that's the reason I'll never make it F1 tragic. But that would that would be cool. It's like one of those things that like, you know, even if it's not they're all super rich, like it makes it harder to like I guess like things like running. If you if you win something like that, that's something like everyone can do, you know. The more complicated the sport, like the less accessible it is. Like how many people are like, if you're the best F1 driver in the world, it doesn't I mean it says some it does say a lot, but not that much relative to like you were like, bro, the faster like marathon or like Kipchogee, that's I don't it's kind of unfathomable. Or even just like sprinters, like you're saying below, like everyone can sprint a hundred meters, and like ain't no one can sprint faster than him. Like for F1, how many people even know how to race a regular race car, much less like F1? So it's like it's a limited pool, you ain't competing against that many people. Granted, they are good people that can't actually compete. But still. RIP to the one dude that died, though. I was kind of bummer. Kelvin Kipkin, is that his name? I don't know, some dude who like ran like the second fastest marathon in like his first debut race. And but he like just like died in a car accident. That was sad. That's kind of bummer. I was hoping he'd like run crazy marathon times. They need to get some Africans though in like the ultra distance events and make it like less seem because like all those records are like just crazy white people, I feel like that got too much time, and it's like they are impressive, don't get me wrong. But like the caliber of the like the marathon, like Kenyan times, or I don't know if they're all Kenyan or Ethiopian. I don't want to say the wrong one, but I mean they're all good to be honest. Any of those, you know, African distance runner times, like comparatively to any of the ultra-marathon times, or like night and day, like they could if they actually wanted to, I guess there's not like any not that there's so much. I mean, how much money is there in like distance running? Not much relative to other sports, but especially ultra marathons, like they're not running that, there ain't no bag there. So I'm sure like one of them could like out of shape, out of season, go break like every record if they've really wanted to in ultra, even though they're crazy. But like I feel like that's like you know, that's one of the areas where a white boy can still get a little motion, you know. In the ultra marathons would tell some, you know, elite African distance runners just go just smoke them all. I'm pretty sure I feel like any one of them can just go break all of them. It's just they don't really got much incentive to. But they'd be kind of sick to see. Like African David Goggins just go. I mean, well, I mean, that's maybe problematic, but like, you know, Kenyan David Goggins, I don't know. And like I don't know what the records are for stuff. I mean, it's still insane. I don't get like some of the people though that like sleep the the races where you are like up for multiple days and like take like two-minute naps. It's just like actually a little bit seems almost like a psychological disorder you're gonna have at that point to finish that. I don't know. Like, I mean I've kind of down tried some ultra marathons, but I don't know about anything beyond 24 hours. That seems a little bit a little bit out there in terms of like why, what's the point? I mean I mean again like you wanna push your limits, but at some point it's like I feel like everyone's races gotta be fucking up your body so much. And I'm trying to, you know. I mean, I guess how recent like how how long have people been like really doing some of those crazy races? Like how are the what is the condition of the people who like started racing these and been racing them lots? Like, are they like are their joints doing good when they're like 60, 70 after running that much? If they are then shit, maybe maybe I'm tagging shit, but I feel like it's gotta be hard on everything when you're running that kind of mileage. I mean, I feel like when I'm running like nowhere near that, like just in shape for like driving cross-country in college. When I'm like the most in shape, that's when I was like just the most in pain. Like everything just kind of hurts a little bit. But you can, you know, put some speedy times down. You're like you got that engine tuned, but the frame is not in great shape at a Fragile. You're kind of riding the line of things busting up. So I just don't mean like me and your body probably depth somewhat, but that seems kind of crazy to me. I want to know like what the if there are crazy like long-term things if you just gonna totally have just need instant knee replacement when you turn like 40. I mean, probably not that, but I would like to know. Asking for a friend for myself. I mean I've never done I mean a race like I've run like 30 miles before. Never I think that was the farthest I've run. And not in a race, but I feel like I'd kind of like to try to run in 100. I don't know when, but just go out there and do it. Lock in. I don't know. Under 24 would be sick. I don't. Yeah. I don't know any more than that. I mean I'm trying to think of like what the most outlandish thing. I maybe we would be in curious to try some of those crazy races, but I I don't know. Like bad water, that one, so that's kind of fun. But as well, that one's like 100 some. Where you go from like the bottom of Death Valley to Mount Whitney. Don't go to the top of Mount Whitney, you know. That should be a real real badwater. Although it's like so hot in the middle of Death Valley, like they start at night. Otherwise, like your shoes are like could like melt if you don't run the right spot. Seems a little bit insane to me. I don't know if I'd really need down for that much suffering to keep it to keep it 100, to keep it a buck. Like MOM24 also sounds kind of interesting, but like 240 miles, like what the hell? That's like a whole week of your life of just suffering. And I don't um I could do it. I mean, like I believe if I really wanted to do something, you know, I could do it. But like, is it worth it? I guess more one curious about like, do you really need to prove to do I really need to prove to myself that I can? Is it worth like totally obliterating my lower body? Probably off the body too. I mean, I feel like some of that can't be at the greatest, even on like your heart. Maybe it's better if it's like more just like long, sustained, then like harder. Maybe a marathon is worse. I feel like I've seen stuff where marathons can be hard on your heart if you're really racing them. So maybe if you're just kind of lollygagging up for like 200 miles, you can be decent. But I don't know. Don't I mean I'll probably do some stuff when my legs are finally all on one piece and I'm a little less broken, but we'll see. Soccer though, I think that's if I are gonna be brought one thing, they'll be one thing and start throwing a soccer ball at my kids out the wall and teach them Arabic, go to school and play for Saudi for whatever. What do they call him? Mr. Everything, or is that what do they call the shark tick guy, Kevin O'Leary, Mr. Oh, he's Mr. Wonderful. I don't know. The Muhammad bin Sam and the Prince of Saudi, oh, get him to throw like crazy bag at you to go play soccer. It'd be fun to be good at soccer. I'll go to Brazil and I go train there. Like the Dagastan soccer. And I mean I played like soccer as like legit growing up, maybe like till I was like 10, where I just played occasionally in the summer. They tried again before I started running when I was like 13. And it was it was rough. It basically was running at that point because we were terrible and we had enough for everyone on the field, and I played midfield because that was just what they needed, and I'm like, okay, sure, I don't know how to play. And that was basically we were just like get obliterated and never score, but I was just like midfield. I think that's the position. I don't know, my soccer. I basically like ran back and forth the field for like an hour, and I was like not in shape at the time, and just like be like dead by the end of it. And I remember like at one point the coach wanted like wanted me to like play, like keep away from the ball. I was like just trying to keep the ball around. I was trash. 100% honesty. And like I was just trying to kick it around to him, and I mean I wasn't good, and he was like, Yeah, I'm honestly not impressed. I'm like, bruh, shut your bitch ass up. I mean, what did you expect? I didn't know how to play soccer. Did you expect to be impressed? I mean, he seemed cool otherwise, but I was like, bro, why he why he clowning on me like this for no reason? Uh dude had a weird ass name. It was like Grady, Grady, I think. It seemed nice enough other than that one time, and I'm like, bro, I just got here. I don't know, I barely know how to kick the ball. It was fun though. Some homies there, but I wasn't wasn't good at it. But maybe, you know, fresh the wound, start kicking that soccer ball and get real nice with it, bounce it like a Brazilian, like a BBL. Could have had a crazy bag, that'd be fun. Lost my energy there. Or even like, yo, like a be like a pop star, music star, rock star, rap star. Play rock star, that'd be fun. I would I did recently get a guitar. I've actually not at all learned how to play it at all. I also got a piano recently. I used to play in high school. Stopped playing. I mean, I played for like probably like six years. I think it was like maybe like 10-ish. Maybe not even, maybe like five years. And then I stopped, like maybe like junior or sophomore year high school. I don't know. But then I got a piano again, just kind of wanted to play. I'd seen stuff. I'd always watch these videos of like something like real pros play. I'm like, dang, that's inspiring. And then shortly after that, I got a guitar. So like I really want to play guitar, that'd be kind of cool, electric guitar. And I finally, well, I was like trying to get this plastic off of it after I got it. I got a good deal and some used guitar. It looks pretty sick. Or it's like, what's the word? Refurbished? Pre-owned refurbished. It was like a demo one, I think. I think that's what it was. So they just had out to you know show off. But people didn't buy, but it was like half the price. I'm like, okay, sick. That's a cool performer. I like took out the plastic, but then I had like these screws that I had to like take out that the plastic was stuck around. And then some part of the guitar like just like caved in and fell in and had to like reassemble it because I didn't know how to do that. But I was like nervous so I didn't it's had like broken for months, or it's not broken, but just like not fully together. I finally did redo that and it got stuff to do it, but I haven't had like the time to you know sit down and properly own a place. How do you do that? But being like a yellow modeling crew, that'd be kind of sick. That'd also be a fun job. What else? All sorts of stuff. I mean, honestly, just going on like you know, nature adventures, that'd be sick. Go doing just exploring stuff or animal-related stuff, just nature. That's kind of what I think. Like, if I you know start, you know, uploading these pods from randomized places on top of a mountain. That sounds kind of fun. I might try that out sometime. I think I do need like legit stuff set up. Maybe once I'm better at yapping. I don't know. We'll see how this this crash out experience evolves. Maybe we'll have more people in the mix. Maybe we'll start you know bringing up people to yap with. I think we've eventually got to get y'all, you know, anyone listening, you know, send in some stuff to talk about. We could talk about topics you'll bring up because I don't even know what the hell to talk about most of the time. I'm gonna start yapping, and then I'll like I don't even remember where I started by the time I end, that's how we're so far off. I mean, even if I have like a set topic, I can branch off for too long and forget where I'm going. I don't can't keep my stuff straight. It's a little bit too much of a I don't even know. See there, I'm I'm losing it. But I'm trying to think of the logistics of that. It'd be kind of cool. If they like did it on like a mountain and have a cool just open mountain background. I feel like it'd be it'd be kind of entertaining. People I just don't know, like try to find some secluded spots that are cool. If I'm trying to yap for an hour and people are hiking by, it could be annoying if they'd like say what's up. Or I should need to get some bingoon bodyguards to keep the smokes, keep the hops off the block, off my tree, off my rock, keep my peace in the woods where I'm trying to yap to the yap to the fans, to my my people, my I don't know. What what would I call the gang? The Zaddies and Zadettes. Uh the Zatriarchy. Oh, that's a good one. I like that. Maybe that. I don't know. Whatever y'all want to be, holla at me a boy, let me know. Shout out. Give me Yeah, be fun to have people send in stuff to talk about any ideas and stuff. That'd be kind of cool if we go to random places and just set up shop, yeah, for a bit, about whatever. And say something cool. I don't know. I need a professional team, professional producers. That'd be sick. I don't even know. So that's gonna be crazy. But we can do it. We can do some bootleg homemade version. That'd be kind of fun. Should we bring Trixie into the mix? Y'all want some co-host dog action, the main bitch in the fold? That'd be kind of entertaining. I mean, she probably wouldn't sit still for that long, independent. She might be napping if she was, she'll stay, hang out. She's not sometimes gets hot and lazy and wants to go stretch out on the floor and go belly up. I don't know. I don't want to hit her with the Hassan Piker tech, lock her up in a square, and zap her if she moves out of it. Sorry, gang. But I feel like it'd be fun. I mean, I would definitely bring her on, like, you know, if we go hike somewhere, post her up. Get the the cash queen out here. That's like, yeah, I think the solid thing. A solid plan for the future. I don't know where the first spot would be to go out in nature. I could just do it, like, you know, even a park as a trial run. But I think on a mountaintop, that'd be kind of fun. Not too crazy of a mountaintop where it gets too windy. That's the problem. Like, you just normally when you get onto like exposed things, wind really whips. I don't know what the physics of that are, what the meteorological reason for that is, but you get out there, wind starts whipping. You normally get surface though. Crazy mountaintop live stream. Maybe we'll start live streaming that. That'd be kind of cool. I mean, I guess even if it's just hanging out there looking ridiculous, it ain't whatever. Can't worry about that too much. It was like I think it was like DDG talking about, you know, just try and cheat out. Like, don't worry about looking like a fool. There's lots of people that are super cool, but broke boys. And we can't we can't be ending up like that. We can't be calling our rats like that. We gotta get that cheddar up, we gotta get that even more emotion. Although don't don't get me wrong, I got no shortage of motion, but always gonna be gritty for more. Always never satisfied. That's all I'll say. Leave it at that. But those were all sick ones. I mean, they're just I don't know. I don't know what sounds the most fun to me to do with my life. It's crazy though. I feel like it's scary that time keeps going fast. I don't know. What the hell? I mean, I guess I'm like not that young. I mean not that old relatively. Also not that young. But I feel I feel like I'm getting old. I don't know how to do with my life. Like magical school sounds fun, but then it's like all sorts of other stuff does too. Like comedy does, actually. I've never I feel like my mom told me about that once. She's like, oh, you ever thought about it? I don't think she's entirely I don't think she's like that serious about it. And it's like, no. I didn't really think more of it. Now she'll maybe regret ever saying it. But maybe we gotta pull up to a kill Tony show gang, say what's up, see if we can get it on a bucket. That would be pretty fun. I don't even know what the I mean, it definitely just makes a lot of bucket jokes. I don't even know what to talk about. But we can make something happen. She's gonna believe all mentality. I mean, I think that's true though. I mean, it won't uh necessarily, I mean, you know, just being totally delusional isn't the guy making things happen, but I feel like it's also like a prerequisite. You know, you gotta believe in yourself, gang. I mean, because no one else is gonna do it for you, reality of it. And even if things aren't, you know, perfect, you know, you've got just got the confidence that, you know, keep doing it and you'll get better at it, just you know, do something, get in the mix, put one foot in front of the other always, no matter what, you know. And stuff happens. You gotta do it with something, try something, get out there. That's what I'm doing here. Staying stupid shit, looking like a fool. Just kidding, like I'm looking crazy sick, got crazy drip, crazy motion, hose banging at the door, don't get it twisted. But well, we'll see. I don't like there's lots of stuff to figure out. We'll see. I'm gonna try to stay diligent in this and to see how this life trajectory develops. Trying to think. I mean, even having just like a I'm trying to think even if like, yo, if I won a lottery, what I'd want to do. That's like kind of crazy. I mean, I guess that would probably just want to like shack up and some more. I mean, I think I just want to do some school stuff, because I do like learning a lot. And like, I don't know. It would be nice to have like the pressure of like no pressure. Because you've got crazy racks, you know, hit a crazy powerball, pull on a billy, and just chill. But build like a ranch, have some sick animals, and hang out. That'd probably be sick or you know, travel more. I mean it'd be sick. There's lots of cool stuff in the world, even in the US too, to check it all out. It's a big world. Just to do stuff. Do cool stuff and vibe, live each day, you know, take it all in. Enjoy the little things too. I mean, I don't think you've got to have crazy racks to, you know, vibe out and have a good time. I mean, I think if you can't vibe out and have a good time with no racks, you know, big bread ain't gonna make your life better. I think that's some real hood wisdom. That's some real GNGs, you know, on the house. No charge for that, you know, golden drops of wisdom. Yeah, I think I don't know. Finding the spot where I wanna, you know, shack up, build a fort ranch. It kinda depends on animal lots, because I kinda want all sorts of out of bucket shit. I don't know what the most I mean, there's lots out of bucket shit I want. Crazy animals, elephant. The thing is though, with everything, it's like there's only so much time in a day. Like I'd want lots of animals, but then also at the same time I would need like a zoo or like a whole team. And because like you can't really spend that much time taking care of each of them if you have too many. And then it's like you enjoy them each other, especially like maybe pick a few. So maybe just like a tiger and a crocodile. That's reasonable, right? Maybe an elephant, you know, you know. I would also like you know, have a ranch and have like an eagle, go like falconing. You know, if boys' trip to Mongolia, I want to go like climb a mountain and like be one of those Mongolian eagle hunters, climb up a cliff, snatch an egg, raise it a baby eagle as your own, you know, your child, and go hunt some foxes. That'll be sick as shit, honestly. I remember watching some movie about that in like high school. I'm like, how do I you know put my name in the ring? I want to go out there, go hunt with some eagles, raising them. I mean, even sicker than a parrot. I wonder, can you breed the parrot in an eagle? Probably not. I'd be down to find out, though. Have like a colorful eagle, that'd be sick. Have like a phoenix-looking bird that just swoops down like a colorful, like a raptor. That'd be tough. That'd be tough, though. For real. Probably not evolutionarily favorable, but that's why I gotta take care of it, you know. I don't know what's ethical. You know, we don't have to get too philosophical here. All sorts of crazy stuff, those genetic things and the ethics of stuff and what even. I don't know, all sorts of crazy questions. But those are the things. Also, a runway on your private thing, have like a jet, a helicopter. I would like to know how to I want a pilot's license, that'd be sick. That's another thing that'd be cool, other than F1, being like a fighter jet pilot. Maybe I don't necessarily need to be like a fighter jet. Like, I don't really want to go, you know, fight, but like fly one of those, like a blue angel. Being a blue angel pilot, that'd be that'd be shit. I watched those once for the first time about a year or two ago. That was so cool. I remember just like a loved them. I don't even know how I got into them as a child. Like, I don't even know what I saw. I wasn't really even that into planes. I mean, I thought planes were cool, but I don't know what introduced me to blue angels. I just knew they were something stunning show. Probably just like Doom Scrolling on YouTube as a child, back before Doom Scrolling was a thing, before they called it that. I feel like, you know. I would like to know like how what my development would have been like without the internet, like how much has shaped me as an individual. I mean, hell. I feel like Call of Duty MW2 lobbies as like an 11-year-old. Actually, is it an 11-year-old as a 10-year-old? I don't even know. I don't know what age it was, what year did that come out? Besides the point, I feel like that just totally desensitized me to like any slur that anyone has ever said. Like I just turn on the Xbox and instantly just hear like every slur being shouted. Honestly, if you think about it, despite that, Call of Duty lobbies were probably one of the least racist places in history. There's no discrimination because every person of every race got called every possible slur. And I don't know about y'all, but that kind of sounds like a quality to me. In a twisted way. But it kind of, you know, I don't know what that is. I did the 6-7. I love that when like I see people being like explaining the meaning of it, and they say something very specific. I have for every reason that's totally blown up, even more so, or at least like gotten to the point of like people asking, like talking about it mainstream, and like when they say what 6-7 means, something super distinctive. I'm like, well, that's how I know you have no idea what the fucking means. I what is the I forget the song's name or that rapper's name, but that's besides the point. Where were we at uh we're talking about something? Remember Blue Angels? Oh, I was talking about developing the internet. Yeah. It's kind of the Wild West. I mean, even now though, I feel like it's I mean it's probably worse. I feel like some things were probably worse as a child, I guess probably a little less centered back in the day, back in the golden days, but now it's like more addictive, you know? And all the social media stuff. Like I feel like when I was little little, like there wasn't like social media like there is nowadays. It was just like I don't know, looking at dumb YouTube videos. Bro, coconut kids, that's gotta be like a new like zombie epidemic. That was like I want to know like what happens to those kids that were like, you know, just the iPad coconut growing up. Like they actually turn that out at least on some monkeys, you know, just to see if those things just become like absolutely crazy things. I don't it feel like it just can't be good. Even myself on my phone, I was like, I feel like I start like instant instinctively reach for my phone to like start scrolling, and I'm like, this is like not good. It's like kind of spooky how addicting it is like how like I feel like I'm actually like a little crack core and I'm like trying to like scroll for more, and I'm like, I have no like aim for this, but like I just want to do it. So is that like how other drugs are or something? I don't know. It's not I feel like it's not good. And I'll just like go throw my phone away. Like, get away from me, be gone, thought, and just you know, throw that in. And then go pick it up and start scrolling again. It doesn't work very well. Maybe I got one of those screen tape. I feel like I've thought about those things. I got those like I think there's like one thing that looked kind of interesting. It's like a break where you tap your phone to it, it like locks it up for like productive stuff. But I feel like that's I don't know. Kind of gimmicky. I mean it could be nice, but I feel like I just gotta like lock in and like, you know, be disciplined, not be like a total TikTok fiend. Although I never really was a TikTok fiend. I don't know why. I never really got it. I mean I guess I did recently to start posting stuff, but I never like I just doom scroll to IG Reels. That was kind of my stuff. I mean I was just, you know, I guess staying loyal to the Zuck for the time being. So maybe he'd invite me to his, you know, Kauai Palace or his bunker, whatever the hell he's building over there. It is kinda eerie having a bunker. Who knows? Who knows? Who knows? Hopefully everything is sunshine and rainbows. We'll see what happens in the next. I feel like I feel like it's gonna be crazy years, but I feel like you always say that every year. Like the future's gonna be crazy. The state of the world is crazy. So I feel like the state of the world is always crazy. And maybe we just don't think it is, you know. Or we think it's always the craziest we've been, but it's always always been the craziest. It's never like calm. It's kind of what it feels like once you're like, you know, an adult. Maybe not. I mean, I guess it's probably been particularly crazy years, but has it just become normalized to me? Like desensitized to the craziness? I don't know. It's like the Call of Duty lobbies. Bro, man. Crazy times. I remember those sometimes like it's before I had a headset. So when when you don't have a headset and it just like blast the game chat through the the TV, and then turn on the TV and just be getting there's horrendous things being yelled at me. Honestly, like half the words I didn't even like because there's some words that I didn't even realize there were slurs until recently. Like I knew this word and like said it, and then like I heard it, and then I feel like, oh, you can't say that. Or like I was talking about heard someone else say it. And I was like, I don't even know that was like a slur. I just like that was just like an Xbox insult. Like I thought there's some new words where you just said them and you had absolutely no idea what it was referring to. So it's like really like not at all racist in a way. Like we don't even know what the hell it's referring to. How's that even racist, you know? So I would be curious. I don't know. But we're here now. Even if we got, you know, extra swag development from YouTube and Call of Duty early days. It obviously made a masterpiece. Couldn't have done it better myself. This thing is kind of itchy. It's hot. I don't know. It's not like the well-placed eyes and mouth or the shasty are I guess. I don't think this is technically a shifty, is it the the shaisti just like the face open, the balaklava? I don't want to say baklava. Or the baklava, as DJ Khaled would say. That's always the funniest shit. Him just mispronouncing words. Although, how do they come up with like names for stuff? Like I guess I don't know where baklava or baklava originated, but like I guess I always filmed as like Arabic. But there's like no V in Arabic, so it's like baklava, like a wa. That's also the thing about like country names, where they like call it like a different name in other languages. Like I guess like Turkey rebranding is like Turkey or however you say it. Which I mean it makes sense. Like that's how you say it, then like why like why is it different for other countries? Do you know? It's like if you're John here, you're like you tell people the name's John everywhere. Like, I don't think there's people like I mean I guess like there are like the the that is like kind of the thing, like the Asian names, I feel like where they take like the name like Kevin, but they have some different birth name. And they're like you hear they see finally like see their name, their you know, their government ideas on them, like, who the hell are you? Are you a spy for the CCP? They're like, oh no, that's just no one can say this name here, so I need to go back to Kevin. So I guess maybe it's like that. But it makes sense to you know have like how did that start? Like Germany or Deutschland or Alemania. Is that he said in Spanish? I don't know. I think so. It's so rusty. I would like to give put on my Spanish again. I mean, not that I was that great, but I'd like to be just being like understanding the language is fun. I feel like I can understand it, but I cannot say it. Like I could kind of well, I can understand reading it. Hearing people talk it too fast for me. I feel a little bit, you know, not fully mentally capable when I hear talking about it. It's spoken fast. Same with Arabic. I need well I've gotten Rusty in Arabic in a few months. I haven't studied it. That's like so much I feel like I've forgotten. So I need to get back on the quizlet grind, keep my move for that up, remember the vocabular, you know, all the grammar, the cloud. That's pretty fun, you know. I like learning languages. And it's cool that you call place. It is like wild though, like when you like learn a language. Like sometimes like seeing other languages written, it looks like some like magical spell or some like mythical thing, like the characters that you just don't recognize. And then you learn the language and you see it, and then it's like makes it like I don't know, it appears like totally differently in your brain. It's like kind of it kind of loses, I mean it no, it's like different. I guess it's like it's like more of like a happy familiar, like, oh I know what that means. But at the same time, it's like doesn't have the same like mysticism, it's like a little bit like loses some novelty, but you gain like the part where it's cool. It's like, oh no, not this is the thing, which is kind of cool. Like all of a sudden, like, wow, I can't this mean something. This is not just like scribbles on the wall. And you know, hopefully, well, I don't know. I'd like to just you know learn more languages, get better at them, learn how to speak them. I mean, I guess when I learned like the standard Arabic, didn't really learn any like dialects, which I feel like are the only useful thing. That's what's the trippy thing about Arabic. Like, we learn like the standard Arabic, which is like only the news, and no one ever talks in that, which is kind of a weird thing. They call it like a zombie language or something because it's not at all like what people like to use in the day-to-day, it's only in like maybe some like documents, like legal stuff in the news. So like I wonder what that's like like is there like an English equivalent or something? What would it be like if we like talked like old English on the news? Like how aren't thou on today's broadcast we shall discuss what has happened on the I don't know, is that what it's like? If you're if you speak Arabia, let us know. That's the craziest thing. I don't even know how different the dialects are. Because I think they're like, well, at least some of them. Because how similar are Spanish in different countries? I don't know. From why is Portuguese different? It's like is Portuguese legit just Portugal and Brazil? There's another crazy one, like those got their own and their whatever there. I just need to look I mean I guess if you'll get that Neuralink instant neurosetta stuff in the brain, that'd be kind of cool. But I mean I guess there's probably I don't know. I don't know how great a language translation is, you know. At least like all the things. I mean, I think ChatGPT was kinda good at it for some things, at least giving me stuff that I like want to help with like translating things. But not everything. I mean I feel like there's nothing anything I could like fully rely on. Sometimes it'd be like a crutch to help me like figure out stuff faster. But I don't know. Learning languages is pretty cool. And then just like when you can kind of talk to people in their language is always fun. Or like when you hear people and you kind of know what they're saying, like this dude, I think he like was accidentally talking to me in Arabic that moved in my apartment real like recently. Like my dog uh was kind of like wanted to say hi to him and his maybe his daughter, I don't know, but they're all scared of the dog, and but he was like uh like he uh or whatever, like the word for like afraid or fear. And I was like, oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Then I'm like, oh wait, he I don't even think he realized like he's talking about Arabic, and he probably now thinks I had no idea. I should have been like, Yellow girl, let's go to my dog, not not to him. But I never said I feel like the sometimes like I especially when I did visit Morocco for a few weeks, and then like I definitely wanted to say like speak Arabic to everyone, or like especially when I said thank you, like Shukaran, like I always wanted to say that to random people, and like I definitely did. No, I think I did this once at the bank, and like I think I don't know what I was doing, I think it's some deposit after like I first like got back from Morocco and I was like depositing and I'm like Shukaran and whatever left, and then I'm like she definitely gave me a look. Especially things like that. It reminded me this one time. If y'all have ever been to Salton Straw, I'm a big fan of their chocolate gooey brownie ice cream, I believe is what it was called. Called, but for whatever reason, I swore that the name of the ice cream flavor was Ooey Goooey chocolatey brownie or something, like really kind of eccentric. And I was like swearing to my friends, I'm like, no, bro, it's what was it called? And he's like, No, it's not. What are you talking about? And I was like, Bet him, whatever. I'm like, no, it definitely is bro. I know what I'm talking about. I I get it every time. And we got finally got into the solid drawing look at the menu. I was like, oh shit, it's just like chocolate gooey brownie. And like I feel like I had flashback for like order, like, can I get that ooey doo gooey chocolatey goosy goody brownie? And they just like looked at me like kind of funny, and that probably that that checks out, that math adds up because I was saying to them out of talking shit. It's like not even what it's called. But I think like we were in Hawaii together at one point, like the year later, and I was honestly, I mean, I was I felt redeemed, but it really wasn't redemption. There was just at Hawaii, there's like the ice cream chain called Laperza that got some some Hawaiianish flavors, and there was one that was like Ui Gooey pineapple cake, and I was like, hey, ooy gooey, there's it there. I'm not totally crazy, although I definitely had not seen that before. It's not even like I was getting mixed up with that, so I couldn't claim that. So it wasn't really redemption, but I just, you know, was happy to see someone had named an ice cream flavor. Oy gooey something, made me feel not quite as loco, loco coco, loco mococo. Yeah, I don't even know. I'm trying to think of like if I could speak any Spanish other than like Olacomostas, like the grammar and like conjugation, I think I'm totally chopped at. It's crazy though, like learning languages. Like when I first learned Arabic, I was like, when you don't know words, I like just try to reach for Spanish, because like I knew that wasn't English. And I try to use that, and like I don't even know. I'm trying to think of like C for yes and things like that. Even though you knew Arabic words, sometimes you just like slip up and say those. But then also that's where I got like better Arabic and studied it for like a few years, then it's like if I try to say anything Spanish, now I know like I feel like I know like a lot of Arabic where that just all fills in, and it's like really hard to keep them straight. Because I did take Japanese for a year and then I get all mixed up between lots of stuff, especially like the writing. Japanese is kind of hard. I don't know if I wanna I mean it's cool, but I didn't really want to keep grinding that as much. Arabic was a lot of fun. I'd like to I mean I guess I took all the classes that I could at the college for the main stuff. There's maybe some other side classes I'll keep taking over the years. But I think I just kinda like lock in on my own grind and I don't know. Is there any dialect I should learn first again? Anyone uh what I was saying, this one man you take a lunar bia or lasha? Uh fuck, I don't know. Trying to remember the words for dialect. But, you know, which one I should learn? What's the basic to do? I don't know which is most most useful. I think like uh Egyptian is pretty popular. Is that also speaking like Dubai? Is that the same type of Arabic? Masri or Masar. I don't know. But being able to like actually use it more is fun. But in the spots, I mean I'm definitely not like fluent by any means. I feel like I well right now I feel like I'm like don't know shit, but I'd like to lock in. I'd like to visit again, you know, go back for summer somewhere and like kinda it was cool like living with the families there and you know being really in it, really about that life and walking through the markets every day. I was pretty sick. So I wanna I wanna go back and definitely wanna I mean even anywhere, even like some are like Spanish speaking to lock in, I don't like Spanish. I've got so many like wild hairs that I wanna do. Things I wanna do. Life life to be lived, how to get there. Bro, I just need some I guess you know if I won crazy bread in the lottery, I wouldn't I'd I'd just go do shit. I think that's the moral of the story. It'd be cool to have a farm, but also like all the travel stuff is like not super compatible with having like you know a zoo. Unless I had like a I mean I guess if I had crazy bread, then I could, you know, get some help to you know, run the farm while I'm gone. That'd be kind of well why is the phone getting so bright there or TV? I don't know if that's like an effect. It's like a divine intervention. Maybe that's like telling me I'm gonna win the lottery and we're gonna go on some sick adventures and you know have a farm where the phone buys are gonna run. I don't actually know. I'm maybe mistweaking because like my sunglasses are catching a glare, but it looked like my phone was like flashing for whatever reason. Cute the sound effects. But that's not anything we could do with the show. Gotta maybe get some outdoor adventures going on. That'd be pretty sick. Get some actual, you know, editing. It's kind of fun to just, you know, throw this shit up raw, raw as well again. Um but yeah, maybe some work on it. And hopefully get some mics. So I don't know. I try to talk clearly, but I mean, and I'm just on my phone on a tripod. I don't even know why my mom bought this tripod. I think she just impulsively bought like this jink little tripod for selfies and gave it to me at one point for something, and it's just been sitting until you know we got this this whole production up and running. So shout out to Mimadre. Um I don't even remember how to exactly say mom in Arabic. I was gonna say it. Chi chi. I didn't even know say Japanese Africa's so much. Disappointing all my teachers, my senseis, ustafitis, as the tetis, I say plural. I don't know. I think so. Uh oh, but I'm definitely getting ready to, you know, get the shasty off. I think that we lost the the polpo of the baguette. I mean, how did I don't even know. How did no one hit a lick on the Louvre before if it was this easy? That's all I'm saying. I guess the French are just um, you know, amateur burglars. For the people who hit the lick even French? I mean, I'm not, but I know I'm talking about the never mind. I don't know. I'm going all over. Oh but I think I need to have for the next the next lick if there is another one. I need to get a better uh better drift because this is not the most comfortable one and it's kind of uh not like good placement between my mouth and my eyes. Like I can either have maybe just have my nose out, but I don't think I can talk very well. This looks so out of pocket. Oh let's see, let's see what this looks like. Okay, well, I guess like this could make no, this just looks it looks kind of weird having just a nose out of the the shysti, the ski mask. Yeah, is there a name like a a hoodlingo name for the shysti where it covers the like like a whole ski mask? I don't think that's the this is a shaky name technically. I'm I'm I'm rusty on all my urban dictionary terms, my slang. So much slang I gotta, you know, get up. But I do know calc, so I'm up on some of the slang, you know. I know what a calc is. Calculator chat, but that's kind of it. I'm kind of slacking on the rest. Yeah, I don't think I know anything. Not along those lines. This is how the look though. I don't know. I don't know. Maybe the colorful one. I think we do have a red, yellow, and green one somewhere. Got the rasta ski mask. Yeah, I don't think it's weird though. That one actually is kind of comfy. I need to start running that. Sometimes in the cold, keep keep the face warm. Sometimes the winter wind really bites. So these are kind of these do not do keep uh keep the cheeks toasty. Do people actually ski in these? Like they call them a ski mask, but do people wear them for skiing? Because I feel like it'd be terrifying seeing someone skiing down in this. Although I guess maybe if you're wearing goggles too, that maybe makes it take the edge off a little bit. I don't know. I don't actually know how to ski. It was kind of fun, although I'm kind of afraid I'm just gonna hit a tree. I feel like I've got a knack for being clumsy like that. So it's probably best that I haven't. It's also kind of expensive. That things like that, golf. I've done scuba diving, so expensive. I can't afford to regularly do that. Um man is cold to shit here anyway, so I don't entirely know that I want to. But, you know, I guess moral story, I just gotta get my cheddar up even higher. I mean, we got enough cheddar and cheese to make grilled cheeses, but we want that whole fountain fountain with some toast. Okay, gang, make that garlic bread dip. 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